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Here it goes
I'm in love with you
And I have been for a while
I want to confess
Because its slowly killing me
Killing me inside
I want to scream
I want to die
I want to run away
And never come back
But you hold me here
To this Earth
In this human form
Waiting for something
I'm not sure
Here I go
I'm done with this
Done with the tears and sorrow
I want to scream
I want to die
I want to run away
And never come back.
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In this mirror
In this mirror,
I am looking at you
Your smile
Oh so pretty
Your eyes
Full of pain
Your face
In a strange contortion
Of pain and pretty
Why must people
See only the pretty
And not see
The pain
And Help?
In this mirror
I see you screaming
Screaming for help
Yet you are smiling
That smile won’t go away
Why won’t this mask
Go away?
In this mirror
I see you holding your head
The pain
You cannot bear it
But what is there to do?
This mirror
I smash it
“Go away!”
I scream at the smile
All you see is
Shattered glass and blood
And a young girl
Holding her head,
Curled up.
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Hello I'm Alexandria, Xander, Muffin, or Lexi
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Nuit-Luna Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for watching~!!! It was awesome meeting you on Gaia. C:
>.> Looks like the start of a beautiful friendship. :iconspamanohug2plz:
XanderMuffin Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
teehee yush cx
iSerenya-chan Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2013  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave if you like my other stuff watch me :D
Coby17 Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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..........?? :bulletpink::heart::bulletpink: ??
.? THANK :glomp: YOU ?
.? For watch me?
Lavernus117 Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for liking my stuff!
XanderMuffin Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2013
no problem cx
Kimy588 Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you so very much for the fave *bows*
XanderMuffin Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2013
no prblem cx
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